It is finished...

Tomorrow is the first day of my plan to get myself together. I am sick of being sick of me and I figure there is only one way to fix this: change.

My outlines for the plan? Increased scripture study, prayer, kindness and patience. I cannot stand the person that I have allowed myself to become through complacency. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of hating myself. I have to change this before it is too late. A new quarter of school is about to begin and I need the strength to get through it.

My number one goal is to strengthen my family and ensure that they know that I love them. I want my precious children to be so strong and so loved, but they can only be these things if I find a way to love myself...however impossible that seems. But doing it for them, that makes it seem possible.

Being the kind of eternal companion that my husband would be delighted to have with him forever, this is my number one also. I want to reaver ether love that Allen so fully and freely gives to me.

Yes.