FINALLY<3

Allen and I are going to the Temple to be sealed for time and all eternity. I am so very very very very (x1mil) happy and I cannot describe how anxious I am for it to come. We will be sealed Saturday, September 15th @ 11am in the Atlanta, Georgia Temple. Please come if you would like to be there. We need the love. But either way, we will be there. And we will also be sealed to our son James, which brings me great joy.

There is now only one hole left inside my heart that goes through my soul as well, and that is my Scooter. He was born out of the covenant, meaning he is not sealed to anyone. He is my only child not sealed to me. It makes me so heartsick. I am trying to focus on the good things and keep praying for this blessings and that hearts will be softened and the Lord's will be done. It's amazing how much you realize just how important your children really are to you, especially when you have done every single thing in your life to always ensure that they are yours and that they have everything they need in every way possible and you still fall short. Just makes me sick to my stomach.